Tuesday, July 20, 2010 | By: G-Balleza

Anxiety...............be my fren 2nite..

nottin 2 jot down..but i wish i could release my hypertension tis all weeks long.....my life was going wif a very tiring day....for almost everynite i alwiz slept near to 1 o'clock....then needed 2 prepare 4 2morrow as early as i could...@6a.m...5 hours sleeping session perday made my body didn't get enuff rest...i need more rest to let everything goes n gone................i need time to take care of myself,my darling,both lil princess n @da same time care about my busy life at school........till sumtime we argued each other.......here....a little bit words from a heart of mine b4 i continue my work...

Sumtime wif Sumbody...Or Nobody

sumtime
we need sumbody
or anybody
to care n share
about happiness
also sadness....
but
sumtime
i wonder
why people
always came near me
at the moment of....
light of my heart was bright
smile on my face was sweet
and
to ask things
these and those....

but
at the moment of
grief n sorrow..
nobody came to calm my heart
nobody asked why i'm not happy
nobody offered me
these and those.....

i didn' t keep it all
let it flew away
wif the wind
becoz i knew...
Allah will grant me a lot
of my patience n persevere..
Amin.


ain athirah
1211a.m
21july2010
Wednesday, July 14, 2010 | By: G-Balleza

Mampukah Aku......................

mampukah aku
untuk terus berdiri
di saat begini
saat yang
amat perit
amat getir
menguji kesabaran...

hati yang merah ini...
mampukah untuk pulih kembali..
dek
rasa yang mencengkam
rasa yang menghimpit
rasa yang membungkam..

amat pedih
untuk ku terima
satu momentum
membelah rasa
menghiris hati
membelasah jiwa
mengheret aku
hampir ke sana....

pulihkan aku
dari segala
belenggu duka..
agar diri tidak lagi terluka...
merasa terhina
meneruskan hari esok dan lusa..

ya Allah
jangan pikulkan atas pundakku
barang yang tak mampu kukendong...
bimbang keciciran..
seandai aku tidak lagi
kuat seperti dulu..

Bimbing jalanku
di atas sirot yg lurus..
jalan org yang Kau beri nikmat..
bukan jalan mereka yang Kau murkai...
Amin...


ain athirah
140710

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